I feel like I've been around even less than usual, so I figured I'd write a journal to update you guys on how it's going! My current status is...um, idk XD. Basically, there were a bunch of personal complications, and so college in MA didn't happen. It kinda sucks, but I'm still standing behind my decisions and all that.
So, while I'm figuring things out, I'm staying with the 'rents and working as many days as I can to save up money, and even taking a couple classes at my local community college. I still have a relatively open schedule though, but my manipping muse is shot. Idk if it's because of stress or lack of originality or what, but I cannot sit down to work at all. I've tried, and each time I just keep seeing all these flaws in my style that I can't seem to work past.
I'm still well aware of all the art I owe, and it's bumming me out that I can't even push through this block, but I really don't want to post up crap and actually give it to someone. So, I've been biding my time and doing other stuff...mainly, digital art.
Now, I'm not the best at drawing, and my digital drawing is even worse, but I've been working on a ton of study sheets and stuff, and just trying to find some of the talent that I know I have, even if it's not a lot, and even though I know that I'm not the best (by a long shot).
Basically, I just want to know if those of my followers who actually actively watch for my stuff (if there are any, that is) would like me to post stuff up to see? I mean, mostly it's just sketchy stuff and sometimes a bit of color, but nothing major...
I know I'm not the best at posting things on a regular basis, but since I have so much, and since sketching isn't nearly as time-consuming as manipping, I'd probably be able to show you guys my progress!
tl;dr - since I'm obviously not manipping right now, would you guys like me to post sketches/studies, or just throw 'em in my scraps to peruse? also, would anyone want me to actually do join.me's of sketching?
for anyone who actually read through all of that junk, kudos! for the people like me that read the bolded, thanks for even clicking on the journal XD
hopefully I'll find my muse and confidence soon, but until then, thanks for putting up with me, watchers. you guys rock!