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dramatic lighting? Yes!
United States
Favourite style of art: Photomanipulations
MP3 player of choice: iPod touch
I feel like I've been around even less than usual, so I figured I'd write a journal to update you guys on how it's going! My current status, idk XD. Basically, there were a bunch of personal complications, and so college in MA didn't happen. It kinda sucks, but I'm still standing behind my decisions and all that.

So, while I'm figuring things out, I'm staying with the 'rents and working as many days as I can to save up money, and even taking a couple classes at my local community college. I still have a relatively open schedule though, but my manipping muse is shot. Idk if it's because of stress or lack of originality or what, but I cannot sit down to work at all. I've tried, and each time I just keep seeing all these flaws in my style that I can't seem to work past.

I'm still well aware of all the art I owe, and it's bumming me out that I can't even push through this block, but I really don't want to post up crap and actually give it to someone. So, I've been biding my time and doing other stuff...mainly, digital art.

Now, I'm not the best at drawing, and my digital drawing is even worse, but I've been working on a ton of study sheets and stuff, and just trying to find some of the talent that I know I have, even if it's not a lot, and even though I know that I'm not the best (by a long shot).

Basically, I just want to know if those of my followers who actually actively watch for my stuff (if there are any, that is) would like me to post stuff up to see? I mean, mostly it's just sketchy stuff and sometimes a bit of color, but nothing major...

I know I'm not the best at posting things on a regular basis, but since I have so much, and since sketching isn't nearly as time-consuming as manipping, I'd probably be able to show you guys my progress!

tl;dr - since I'm obviously not manipping right now, would you guys like me to post sketches/studies, or just throw 'em in my scraps to peruse? also, would anyone want me to actually do's of sketching?

for anyone who actually read through all of that junk, kudos! for the people like me that read the bolded, thanks for even clicking on the journal XD

hopefully I'll find my muse and confidence soon, but until then, thanks for putting up with me, watchers. you guys rock!

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mecengineer Featured By Owner Feb 28, 2016
Happy Birthday
constellatia Featured By Owner Feb 28, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Happy birthday! :heart: :cake:
WolfMemories210 Featured By Owner Sep 6, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
Wow... <3 your Manipulation skills are breathtaking.
Keep up this amazing skill of yours honey.. *Squishes*
Nexu4 Featured By Owner Jun 8, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
Sapphire-Cloud Featured By Owner Dec 11, 2013  Student Digital Artist
:iconthankyouplz: very much for the :+fav:! :D
SiriiTime Featured By Owner Sep 12, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you so so SO much for the fave on

I've watched you as well, because you are FANTASTIC

:la: :la:
oddmountain Featured By Owner Sep 9, 2013
Thank you for the w a t c h :heart:
Poisons-Kiss Featured By Owner Sep 8, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
*in reply to your comment with the points

feel free <3 she's all yours. I'm just super happy someone got who who likes her just as much as me :D

jasmine-autumn Featured By Owner Sep 8, 2013
Thanks so much for participating in the VS! You've been featured here: [link]
xxMysteryStockxx Featured By Owner Sep 8, 2013
thankyou so much for the fav!

your graphics are amazing! i do hope you'll use my stock! ":D
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